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Love and Recovery

by Library of Alexandria

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I thought I would change the world Rewrite the wrongs of my people Maybe I could start with you But now I know, you’re not mine to change And I hope you find a way To make it through the day And I hope you find some pain To get me through the things you do You can't start a fire and expect it not to burn You can’t run away for my forgiveness in return You can’t tell me you love me but tell her you want her Do you want her I somehow didn’t see this coming My dreams warned me it was true You kissed my head and told me I was silly But now I’m silly for trusting you And I hope you find a way To make it through the day And I hope you find some pain To get me through the things you do You can't start a fire and expect it not to burn You can’t run away for my forgiveness in return You can’t tell me you love me but tell her you want her Do you want her Never fell this hard before lost myself in a tug of war Gave you everything what else more could you ask for You said that you could just be friends You told me it wouldn’t happen again But now I guess this is the end You can't start a fire and expect it not to burn You can’t run away for my forgiveness in return You can’t tell me you love me but tell her you want her Do you want her, Do you want her
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Fight On 03:39
Just breathe in and let the moment pass you bye It’s time to face the world again although you’d wish you’d die I know there are times when you wish you weren’t here But I do, I do Every day’s a battle with the world and with yourself Feeling all alone but never reaching out for help I’m tired of feeling this way all the time And you are too, you are too So anytime you feel like you’re falling You just have to fight back the calling And I know it’s easier said than done But we’ll make it through, we always do So go on You’ll go on So go on You’ll go on Scared of never making it, so what’s the point in trying Lock yourself inside your room and hide the fact your crying Its times like these you’ve gotta force yourself to fight And I will too just like you Why are we so afraid to ask someone for help We’re all human so it means we’ve all dealt With heartbreak and emptiness, we feel every day And they have too just like you So anytime you feel like you’re falling You just gotta fight back the calling And let us know because we care And we’ll get you through, cause we love you So go on You’ll go on So go on You’ll go on I know it feels like there’s no light at the end But if we go together I’ll make sure to hold your hand Oh, and before you even know it You’re back where you belong Back with me happily So fight on You’ll fight on So fight on You’ll fight on
3.
Manipulated 04:43
Here we go, round and round again Fight so much, it’s hard to pretend that we’re happy Look at us, we’re happy You never listened you never did Confused my thoughts to get your way again Too many times did I cry Still you kiss me and kiss me again Tell me I’m all that you have in the end You’re so pathetic, I guess I’m pathetic I give you a second, a third times a try After it all, I ask myself why do I care You don’t really care I changed myself to be with you Too afraid of what you may do Isolated, manipulated Fear in itself is just a game until you get your way Isolated, Manipulated Oh Here we go fist to fist again I never lied why do we pretend that we’re happy, can we ever be happy Your jealousy you never hide, you always pent it up inside Until you snapped So you push me and hit me and say It’s all that I ever deserved anyway Why do I stay, why do I say I know I deserve much better than this But how do I let you go after all of this time After all this time I’m so afraid to be with you Too afraid of what you may do Isolated, manipulated Fear in itself is just a game until you get your way Isolated, manipulated Oh It wasn’t the physical pain that drove me insane It always ended with me to blame And regardless of my innocence You called me the liar How could I ever love someone like you Oh After all that you put me through I think I’m finally through with being Isolated, manipulated You have no more control over me I can finally be who I wanna be without feeling Isolated, manipulated
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Serene 03:49
Hush hush, your fears are louder when you’re alone Lost between your peace and reality Why is it so hard to breathe Are we really here Or am I just dreaming again I don’t know what it’s like to find that peace But in the grand scheme of things I found some release So hello, hello Where do you go when you’ve lost yourself and can’t find home I know, I know what it’s like to have to hide And if you need me, you can find me in my dreams Only there will I be Serene How do I feel about the world today I’m sad We lose the battles but win the war Loved ones are lost I don’t wanna see people dying in the streets Every day is just a battle for some peace So hello, hello Where do you go when the world’s messed up And you’ve lost hope I know, I know what it’s like to have to hide And if you need me you can find me in my dreams Only there will I be Serene Hello, hello And if you need me you can find me You can find me in my dreams Only there will be I be Serene
5.
Like I Did 04:37
I don’t know anymore My mind and soul They fight the war Lost my faith in myself and everything else Yet I’m so afraid to lose it all I guess I’d rather try than die not knowing I guess I’d rather fight than give up hoping That maybe you would find the courage to grow with me All I want is you, nothing but you This won’t work unless you want me too Fight for me dear, that’s all I ask of you So go ahead and reel me in again Love me good, make me feel something Promise me you’ll never let me go Go ahead and break my heart again If she flirts she’s more than just a friend Fool me twice, I guess this one’s on me But don’t you ever expect anyone to love you Like me I don’t know anymore I ask myself what is this for I wanna say that you’re worth all the pain But I don’t know tomorrow I just know today I guess I’d rather try than die not knowing I guess I’d rather fight than give up hoping That maybe you and I could make it someway somehow But maybe it is best to give up hoping Suffer through the pain of losing you knowing There’s still so much of me that loves so much of you So I’ll go ahead and break your heart this time In the end at least it wasn’t mine Though this hurts me more than I can bear I promise you you’ll find somebody new And I know I’ll find somebody who Will love me for exactly who I am But don’t you ever expect anyone to love you Like me You lied, I thought you were my friend A thief who stole my innocence I fought and lost Your heart was not the broken one I tried to fight the fears that I had to hide But in the end I let myself be free So I’ll go ahead and love myself this time Cut you off get you out of my mind The pain is dulled and I can finally breathe I’ll work on me and find somebody new Cause I know I’ll find somebody who Will love me for exactly who I am But don’t you ever expect anyone to love you Like I Did

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Life is difficult with its ebbs and flows. Know that you are not alone.

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released June 22, 2018

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We trudge through life looking for something that actually makes us feel alive. Well here is what gets me going.

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